"Are the stars out tonight?
From the south-side, oh the prettiest side
Will you stumble or fall tonight?
Are you watching, wrapped up cosy and tight?

We're not the same
We're not the same
We're not the same"


current update!

1. absolutely bored

2. i'm tired from the long weekend but i dont feel like sleeping

3. just finished my summer class' assigments and got nothing to do

4. i really, really want white chocolate mocha or mocha coco nut with soy milk + whipped cream

5. i'm addicted to long weekends

6. i think i'm kinda sad that someone's going back to 'somewhere' this following week

7. evetho i'm going back to my hometown but.. it still 3 more months to go!

8. american idol & gossip girl has finished their season, and the hills gonna finish soon too! that means i dont have any TV SHOW that will accompany me through out this summer

9. SANTOGOLD & THE MACCABEES concert is coming in about 2/3 weeks!

10. it's truly hard to accept that people change. wether you like it or not.

11. tomorrow i have studio class and i must buy white chocolate mocha before going to class

12. doing this is actually kinda fun..

13. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Zero is playing on my iTunes

14. Come to think of it, i think i didn't talk to anyone today except through skype with canti & my apartment concierge people

15. someone's being M.I.A lately

16. or is it me that just dont want to meet you? LOL kidding

17. i need to buy another series of "Love*Com" manga from Kinokuniya

18. oh! Just remember! I need to go back to Staples and ask Ken to give me back my SD-Card

19. i love reading someone's blog.. but it has to be interesting to read, like random things.. *i know.. i'm weird*

20. uoh! it's already at 20!

21. mmmmm... i think i need to stop because i dont have any updates anymore

22. just 2 more :9

23. alrite! gonna stop here. Why? 'cos i was born at 23rd of August. HAHAH

One Two Three Four

Four jobs I have had in my life:
1. Student
2. My parents' daughter
3. Part-time Stalker
4. ...*thinking really hard* nothing came to my mind ~_~

Four movies I've watched more than once:
1. Pride & Prejudice
2. Atonement
3. Napoleon Dynamite
4. Thirteen

Four places I have lived:
1. Pejaten
2. New York
3. Queenstown
4. er, Sydney?

Four places I have been:
1. Jejou Island - or is Che Jo?
2. Japan
3. Frankfurt Airport - haha
4. That old city in ShangHai

Four Favorite drinks
1. Water
2. Thai Iced Tea
3. Coffee!
4. Mocha Coco Nut from Martha's Bakery

People who email me regularly:
1. The School
2. Urban Outfitters
3. Van Aakz Tar Cind
4. Bapaks

Four things I would save from a fire (non family/pets):
1. iPhone
2. Laptop
3. My AE-1 Canon Camera
4. myself, duh?

Four of your favorite foods:
1. Bread
2. Ane's HomeMade Spaghetti
3. Indonesian
4. Sushi sounds good

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. Greece
2. Japan
3. My room in Indo
4. DreamLand

Four things I am looking forward to this year:
1. Meeting the friends :D (Minus Tar though)
2. the end of summer class
3. All Point West Festival
4. and heck yes, THE SIMS 3!!!

Four TV shows that I watch:
1. Gossip Girl
2. Glee
3. American Idol season 8 only
4. The Hills

Four authors I have enjoyed:
1. Sarah Dessen
2. Lisi Harrison
3. Susane Colasanti
Lauren Barnholdt

Four things you find beautiful:
1. God's creation
2. Dreams
3. Arts
4. History

Four things that really annoy you:
those teachers who really made you feel down all the time
2. useless people
3. People who think they're cool and 'it' but actually not
4. Girls who wear too much make-up and want to show the world that she's the best

Four things you want to do in this lifetime:
1. Help people
2. Travel around the world
3. Be an architect and build my own house
4. and make my parents proud of me :]

Four songs your obsessed with (at the moment):
Glee Cast - Don't Stop Believing
2. Metric - Collect Call
3. Hanson - Go
4. Mocca - Life Keeps On Turning


"as my memory rests; but never forgets what I lost"

A Boy :
"come here..

you know, they say life is short
they say you wake up one day and on that day
all of your dreams and everything you wished for
and all you wanted
just like that. you know?

people... people get old
and you know, things change and situations change
and what i want is, i just, i want this moment right now,
this day
- my feelings for you, the way you look rite now,
the way i look at you

i just want this to last forever, you know?"

A Girl :
"and it will,

i mean, no matter what we'll always had this and had each other
and nothing can change that
but i just want you to know
no matter what you always have somebody here for you
i'm never gonna leave you
i'm never gonna leave you
i love you"

A Boy :
"i know
, i know"

A Girl :
"dont ever leave me"

A Boy :
"i wont"

A Girl :
"dont ever leave me"

A Boy :
"i wont, i wont"


OH EM GEEEEHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!


other half

pake bahasa indonesia aja ya.. padahal klo pake bahasa inggris bisa buat latihan exam besok. tapi males. hihi


besok tinggal final exam terahkir abis itu libur untuk beberapa hari en tgl 20/21 mei uda mulai summer class nya. uih! gak papa deh.. drpada bengong en gak ngapa-ngapain juga. but i think i do need that holiday. huff.. beberapa hari kemarin tidurnya jam 4 pagi melulu sih, ngerjain final kelas studio arkitek ituhh *ada di post bawah ini* makanya.. pengen banget tidur ampe malem HAHAHA! kayak pas kemaren spring break, tdur jam 4 pagi bangun jam 4 sore. ohh GOD that was true bliss. ;)

so, so? what's up? what's up? mungkin lagi pada sibuk final kali yah. mentang2 gue tinggal satu lagi, gue uda girang aja ampe nulis blog hahaha. rasanya lega banget lho semester ini uda mau selesai. kayaknya waktu itu baru aja mulai semester baru. spring semester is DA BOMB!

pengen cerita2 tapi gatau cerita apa. :'3 pengen yang seru tapi gatau juga cerita apaan. byasanya gue suka nulis diary tapi kok jadi stop gtu ya. apa karna takut? takut ngebaca masa lalu yang gak mau diinget? bisa juga. yg selama ini gue tanya2in ke diri gue.. gue udah bener2 bisa lupain gak sih? well, i already put my eyes on someone else tapi pikiran gue juga masih jalan2 balik ke dia lagi. penasaran aja.. dia lagi apa, dia kabarnya gimana.. tapi ujung2nya gue lagi yg sakit. nemuin poto yg i shudn't see, nemuin comment yg i shudn't see, etc etc. padahal dr dlm diri gue udah bilang "jangan buka. jangan liat. jangan cari2 dia" tapi jari gue tetep nyari dia en nge-klik nama dia.

hihi gpp yak? pengen ngeluarin perasaan lewat nulis :9 gaya dah gue hauhauhauha

yaa gitu deh. tapi gini.. gue pengen ngebuka profile dia tp jadinya gue yg sedih tapi dilain sisi gue seneng ngelyat dia. kangen, mungkin? hmm.. dan tetep gak mau mengakui. kangen tapi marah tau gak. GAH! udah sana jadian aja, gengsi deh ah (lho? jadi sensi) HAHA


he cuts his hair short!
and its believably


mm.. mending kita tetep jalan ke depan dan enjoy hidup selagi bisa :) kalo mau ato keinget masa lalu, yaudah.. inget2 aja.. kan jadi kenangan lucu juga. kita gak bisa jalan terus kedepan kalo yang dilihat masa lalu melulu. masa lalu emang indah tapi masa depan pasti lebih indah :)

i have given you my heart and you broke it.
but that's fine.
my heart will grow back.
because i know there will be someone that needs my another piece of heart.


Help! I'm Alive!

current situation:

Tuesday, 5th May 2009; 04.01 AM

Taking a break from doing my final drawings

Watching Palladia channel

Really, really, really tired

Want to get some rest but i can't

My white chocolate mocha is almost finish *damn*

The weather is freakin' cold outside



you want to know what i've been doing for my final project?

from that

to that

and change it again

made the wood version of it

and i've finished it

and made a new site for it

then i tried to draw the 2-point perspective with SketchUp


it had been the craziest week ever. I'd always sleep at 4.30ish in the morning. In need of beauty sleep. But still got many stuff to do regarding my final. Kinda have to draw the site on every elevations, section cuts, and axonometric.



"Just easy as A B C, That's how you make it right"

A is for age: 18. i'm turning 19 in 4 months & 20 days more :P

B is for burger of choice: McDonalds?

C is for the car I drive: Mini Coops *ha! i wish :P*

D is for your dog’s name: Brandon & Ibont *no picture :(*

E is for essential item you use every day: my MacBook Pro & Iphone

F is for favorite TV show at the moment: GG

G is for favorite game: THE SIMS!!!!

H is for home state: Jakarta, Indonesia

I is for instruments you play: i can play a lil bit of guitar

J is for favorite juice: Apple Berry from Ripe Juice

K is for whose bum you’d like to kick: Spencer Pratt, HAHA

L is for last restaurant at which you ate: Spice

M is for your favorite Muppet: Count Dracula

N is for number of tattoos: 0 *that's sharpie*

O is for overnight hospital stays: 0, hmeh

P is for people you were with today: Jovan

Q is for what you do with your quiet time: well recently..doing my final model!

R is for biggest regret: so far, none :]

S is for status: tired! eh? woops, single? :P

T is for time you woke up today: 10.30ish?

U is for what you consider unique about yourself: i just randomly laugh and make other people laugh just as crazy *said wina :]*

V is for vegetable you love: DAUN SINGKONG!

W is for worst habit: lazy ass bit*h

X is for x-rays you’ve had: i guess, dental & whole body check up

Y is for yummy food you ate today: cookie crisp cereal :9

Z is for zodiac: Virgo


Top 60 Ghetto Black Names

L O L !!!!




i think this is the first time i saw her on a cover of a magazine.
AARDIG! *as in 'nice' for dutch*

this is one of her spread inside the magazine with Olivia
zij kijkt mooi!