What Would Be Great This Summer:

1. All Point West Festival 2010,

with the line-up of Iron & Wine, The Shins, The Morning Benders, Beach House and Yeah Yeah Yeahs (again!)

2. Road Trip!

which contains of driving from NYC to anywhere in the States, sleepless nights, bonfire, taking the Amtrak to go to Montreal and then take the plane to go to Vancouver!

3. Camping

I'd Go Bi- for:

1. Olivia Thirlby


2. Alexa Chung


3. Eva Green


4. Evan Rachel Wood



last, but surely not the least..

5. Karen O

and of course; Kat Dennings, Marion Cottilard, Olivia Wilde, Gemma Ward, Amanda Seyfried, and Carey Mulligan. hok! x9

Playlist#2:

1. Beach House - Used To Be

2. The Morning Benders - Excuses

3. The Shins - Australia

4. Iron & Wine - Communication Cups and Someone's Coat

5. Iron & Wine - Such Great Heights

6. Vampire Weekend - Giving Up The Gun

7. Freelance Whales - Starring

8. The Shins - Phantom Limb

9. Stars - My Favorite Book

10. The Shins - Turn On Me

11. Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Follow You Into The Dark

12. Iron & Wine - Resurrection Fern

13. The Morning Benders - Waiting For A War

14. Bright Eyes - We Are Nowhere and It's Now

15. Fleet Foxes - White Winter Hymnal

16. The Shins - Sleeping Lessons

17. The Shins - Saint Simon

18. The Morning Benders - Pleasure Sighs

19. The Morning Benders - Wet Cement

20. Vampire Weekend - Run

*got addicted to The Shins and Iron & Wine! The Morning Bender just released their new album 2 months ago (i think). Cannot wait for 24th April, CHRIS CHU WAIT FOR ME!!*

~"Communication Cups And Someone's Coat"

So yeah,

i don't know whats into me right this moment..

-wait, actually from saturday night

Went to a little celebration and decided to go back home after i stayed there for about 3 hours. I felt really, REALLY tired 'cos before i went to the party, i played paintball for 4/5 hours straight. It was fun at the beginning.. but something just hit me, literally hit me on my emotion. Am I having an emotional break?

Something felt really heavy inside of me.

Feels like i need to throw it all out.

Like puking out a couple of words.

I cried without reasons,

I don't feel like talking with anybody except my family,

I don't feel like going to class, (but i did my work though)

Can I disappear for a moment?

Can I stay in a room that no one knows where I am?

Can I stand in one spot without people noticing?

I just want to be alone for a moment..

get away from this noise.

looks like it's just another bullshits after another, huh?

you piss me off.


fuck you

"You are coming home,
are you still alone,
are you not the same as you used to be?
As the sun grows high and you serve your time,
does each day just feel like another lie?
Now you know,
is it just for show,
just a foolish game that you hide behind?

Don't forget the nights when it all felt right,
are you not the same as you used to be?
Used to be

In an endless night,
could you feel the fright of an age that was and could never be?
So we hold it close when we feel the most
like a love that we could not leave behind
Turn the wheel to each way we feel til I'm lost and I cannot find you there
Don't forget the nights when it all felt right,
are you not the same as you used to be?
Used to be"

feel like an outsider.

i'm back,

but i'm off yet another again.

find me, please