"You Take The Way I Am";

it's just can't get any better than this

ngek.. uda lama juga gak nulis. pengen nulis tapi males mulai, hoho. tapi skrg pikiran lagi bingung banget! pengen suasana baru, pengen orang2 baru, pengen omongan baru, pengen... yang baru. Situasi dimana gue jadi bingung harus bertindak apa. BINGUNG BANGET! maupun udah gak ada apa-apa, tapi masih aja ada yang aneh dan gak bener

apakah gue memaksa?
apakah gue terlalu baik?
apakah gue membohongi diri sendiri?
apakah gue salah?

pengen banget minta sesuatu dari seseorang, tapi kok kayaknya gak ada yg suka ya kalo gue minta.. Kesannya gue yang jahat misalkan gue menolak dan terus ngejalanin. Tapi di lain tangan, gue juga bingung.. ini kan kemauan gue, emang gue salah kalo gue memenuhi kemauan gue sndiri? rese' nya, kalo gue menuhin kemauan gue sndiri - yg sebenernya terserah gue semua orang langsung nolak mentah2. orang2 pada bilang, "kok elo kayak bgtu sih? elo selfish banget. pikirin yang lain lah"

but.. i want this. i want this so bad.
and why is it so wrong?

pikiran milih yang situ, tapi di hati milih yang sana. Dengan orang2 bilang begitu, gue jadi bingung untuk bertindak apa. kesannya kalo gue terusin, ntar orang2 pada ngejauh.. ntar orang2 mulai ngomongin gue yang gak bener. Padahal gue cuman ingin menuhin kemauan gue, karna dengan begitu gue gak maksa dan gue seneng - tapi kalo trnyata dengan perasaan gue yang seneng dan bebas, gue nyakitin orang2.. jadi harus pilih yang mana?

yes that's my tweet..
yes i'm depressed
yes i hate summer class
even though i already put a twitter gadget, yes i put it again

i wanna put a little shout out to my not-so-little-anymore sister!

eventhough you're growing up and kinda made you looked like a 17 year old
(or maybe older than that),

i still think you're my little-chubby-huggy-peewie sister!


miss you so much cantek :3
wish i can hug you to the max right now

*i sounded like i'm obsessed with my own little sister..
this happened because i barely spoke to her for about a week or two.
we usually talk everyday through skype for about 3 hours++
don't blame me :P*


she's my other half :]

i forgot what your name was.
and then
i remembered that movie where we're both in it
and decided to watched it again

guess what?
i still couldn't remember your name until like...
30 minutes of the movie?

nice,
i guess,
you're starting to be not really that important for me

thanks for the laugh though,
that movie was hilarious
thanks to your ridiculous act
:]

Meet My Old-Now-Remembered Obsession:

Name: Arale Norimaki
Gender: Female
Address: 1 Flying Squirrel Dr., Penguin Village, Gengoro Island - AB5-13
Date of Birth: 17th of Flying Fish (Age: 13)
Height/Weight: 3 ft 3 in/31 kg
Hobby: Poking Poop
Profession: Robot
Dislike: None
Talents: Feminine Allure
Best Friend: Gatchan (that little fairy type thing)