Killing Time at 23.04 CET

current song playing on iTunes : Yeah Yeah Yeahs "Dull Life"; It's Blitz! Album
you guys who looovvveeeeee~ music should really really reaalllyy buy their new album!

So yeah, apparently, today is my last day of spring break *punching the couch's pillow* and i really really really, and again, REALLY not in the mood to go back to school. Oooohhkkkk~ the irony of being an international student.. being far awaaayyy from your family *(not really a-) sniff sniff*


current song playing on iTunes : Sigur Ros "Svo Hljótt"; Takk... Album

mm.. lagi males nulis pake bahasa inggris ah, kangen Bahasa Indonesia Ku *halah*, so for you guys who don't understand what i'm going to write.. hehe, sorry, but you're just wasting your time on this one.. maybe you should start downloading or buying the albums that i'm going to put here..
Ya, ya! Okeh.. BAHASA INDONESIA mode: SO ON!

Hm.. hari ini latihan nari saman lagi di Great Jones Street, building number 47. Seru deh! Dodolitan superstar to the max. And after that, we went to brunch at 14th street on 2nd avenue at Curly's Veggie Place or sumting like that, lupa. tapi WUENA'E NAMPOL! sebelum itu pergi ke Momofuku dulu sih, beli-beli cookies and ice cream and Chamie bought this amazing-delizioso-orgasm(ing) CROISSANT ever made a.k.a kimchi blue cheese croissant~ *drooling*. aduh! itu yang namanya 'mind blowing'.. BENER-BENER BLOWING DAH! *huakaka*. abis itu, pergi balik ke Curly's trus pesen beraneka macam. AND AT LAST I ATE PANCAKE! after all this tiiimmmmmmeeeeeeeeeee~ PANCAKE I LABH YU xD.,

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``What would you say if I asked of you
- out of loneliness, out of loneliness
What would you say if I asked of you
- out of loneliness, out of loneliness
Could I be with you
Can I be with you``
Hello Saferide "Loneliness Is Better When You're Not Alone"; Introducing Album
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Kadang-kadang kenangan buruk suka muncul gak sih? Randomly. Dan cara ngelupain kenangan buruk nya itu bagaimana? Mungkin ada yang bilang "berusaha untuk jangan inget-inget lagi" atau "ketawa? inget-inget yang lucu biar ketawa!" atau mungkin juga "ya bikin kenangan manis/lucu/kocak" kalo orangnya ngocol. Bisa sih.. kalo emang moment nya lagi hepi. Daritadi gak kepikiran aja, tapi setiap kali his name pops out from the right bottom corner of my laptop screen, my heart beat skips. Salah gak? Kalo emang masih kepikiran? Kalo masih pengen ada hubungan? Maupun emang sekarang hubungannya antar teman aja, tapi menurut gue ini malah jadi kayak stranger. Seems like i'm trying so hard to look like i'm okay and trying so hard to give the expression of nothing is hurting me. Tapi di dia-nya begitu gak sih? Apakah emang di setiap manusia ada rasa gengsi yang ngebikin kita jadi bertindak yang sebenernya bukan kemauan kita? Kayak ngebohongin diri sendiri gitu lah..

Rasanya hampir sama kayak 2 tahun yang lalu, tapi yang ini lebih spesial, lebih ngena di hati. Tapi gue juga gak bisa ngapa-ngapain. Persis kayak 2 tahun yang lalu sewaktu gue denger suara sms dari HP gue dan pas gue baca isinya. Tapi lebih sakit rasanya di dalem hati di banding 2 tahun yang lalu.yang kayaknya bisa gue kira sih.. ngelupain nya bakalan lebih parah dari 2 tahun yang lalu. Ohk.. juz leave it be..

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Pengen nasi trus pake ayam gulai & gulai sayur singkong & sambel ijo & kerupuk udang deh~ *drooling*